to be a special person

good morning everybody !! i think this week walk so faaassst. you know, last week (just last Tuesday) I cut my hair and actually my bangs. huahahaa. of course my style is not change. hair with shoulder-length and my bangs above the eyebrows, this is my simple style. I'am afraid if I change my style, people (especially : my friend and my family) think me is ridiculous (hahaha, not that bad -_-).

hmm. this week is a GALAU week. why GALAU week ? becaausse... all of my bestfriend (bando community) feeling so sad. why we so sad ? haha, this is a private. including me of course. hmmm... gloomy sunday it seems  match with our feel in this week or in this month (haha, not that bad (again)).

back to tittle...
along of my life, I dont feel how to be a special person. I indeed not yet have a boygirl (bukan berarti JOMBLO ABADI juga sih -_-). I just feel happy only with my bestfriend, like ; BANDO, SINYORITA, BITING, and manymore. I have a lot of bestfriend, so why I hope to find my really love ? Moreover, all of my bestfriend have a good attitude to me. all of them, treat me like treat her sister. so why I hope to be a special person in someone's heart ? I think is enough. but.... this is my thinking last month... and I change my mind.

to be a special person (in someone's heart) is very fun, I guess. becaause... when I'am falling in love with someone. I hope, this someone feeling like my feeling. but this is not easy when I typewrite in this posting -_- need a lot of struggle to be a special person in his heart. need a kind of : PDKT (pendekatan).

what is PDKT ? PDKT is a action to be a close with someone that we love. generally people in a relationship have already done this stage. PDKT is not easy. we should sacrifice all of my soul (hahaha, it is ALAY). but if we talk about reality, not much of people must allow all of they soul to be a close with someone that they love. maybe feel like faliing in love blind they eyes of the heart. not infrequently this people sacrifice his/her bestfriend. sound like very cruel Ψ(▸_ ◂✗). hiiiiih~

actually I not to be a people that sacrifice her bestfriend just only to close with someone that they love -___- because... I also hate... oh not hate only, but VERY HATE people a kind of this -__-"

after step named PDKT, we walk to step named JADIAN.

what is JADIAN ? JADIAN is two people love each other decide to life together. but... not all of his/her life, they life together. I think, one month or two month again, they decide to PUTUS. hahahahahaha Ϟ(`﹏´)Ϟ. especially teenager. they life (people says) still unstable. they can falling in love with someone and one month later... they decide to HATE this someone. yeeah, very unstable. ( (`▽´)-σ including me of course. HAHA) therefore I decide to love all of my bestfriend and all of family than I love with someone, later I got a sick (ToT) that is very sad.

to be a special person not only to people that we love. but to be a special person also do in we bestfriend or family. because that people is love we it is. to be a special person to bestfriend or family also fun than to be a special for people that we love. try it ! and you will get a lot of happiness from all of your people that love you and you love (‾▽‾)♥(‾⌣‾)

sekian,
AWA